Help I can't get this thought to go away?

theres a reason something keeps telling you to stay....it's because your needed...theres a purpose for your life that only you can fullfill and if your not here to do it, well, it just won't get done. Everything your experiencing now is because deep deep down in your own spirit you know that there is more to life than you are experiencing you know that there is something greater for your life and all the pain and anxiety is because you don't know what it is.....yet.... if you want to find out you need to do some real searching... just for you... I would start by finding a good christian church to look at, thats where I found purpose in my life, its all about the music for me. but it's all a journey you just need to start taking steps. if you want to see some other people that have been on the same journey check out www.Jesuschangedmylife.com, all the best.